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July 22nd…

So, it’s been two years now that James passed away. Honestly, I didn’t feel sad throughout the day. I was just numb. Now I feel it, which is why I’m writing this.

I had a dream about him about a week ago. It was nice. It felt real. It just reminded me of the happy memories.

I do miss him, but I don’t want to be sad anymore. I want to feel like he’s at peace, so I can feel the same. I just don’t think he is. How could he be? Someone murdered him & they were never caught. I would be furious. How can you take another human being’s life? I just don’t understand.

I haven’t talked to his family in awhile. I distanced myself from them when I started dating my boyfriend. I don’t know if they approve, so I didn’t feel right taking to them anymore. I do miss them also.

I’ll forever be grateful that I know what love is, because of him. I just wish I could say that to him.

04.26.09 🌹

July 23rd, 2014 2 Notes reblog
I’d rather follow people who post their own photos.

Anyone can repost something. It’s a little glimpse into someone’s life when they post their own photos. I like it. It’s more interesting that seeing the same photos reblogged over & over. So I find it funny when people unfollow me for posting my own photos. Maybe they’re not good, but hey, this is my blog.

But anyways, just a thought.

April 28th, 2014 1 Notes reblog
My phone is full.

I guess it’s time to finally upload my photos. Brace yourselves, lol.

March 21st, 2014 0 Notes reblog
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December 6th, 2013 2 Notes reblog
"There’s no point in wishing the past was different. Not when you’ve got so much goin’ for you now."

Lou Pickles

Rugrats (S2-E8)

November 3rd, 2013 10 Notes reblog
It’s nice to know that my tutorials are actually useful!
You can check them out here:
July 12th, 2013 0 Notes reblog
I have so much stuff that I want to write on here.

I can’t seem to just sit down & write it all tho.

July 1st, 2013 1 Notes reblog
Damn, I don’t post shit on here that much anymore.

I kinda feel like I’ve abandoned Tumblr. Sorry. I’ll try to post more. I should set up my que. I get so lazy tho.

May 1st, 2013 0 Notes reblog
I found out how much weight I’ve lost so far yesterday.

I have not weighed myself since I started eating better & exercising. I went to the doctor yesterday & they weighed me. I have lost 30 pounds. :o I was so surprised, because I didn’t think I’ve lost that much weight. I’m determined to lose more tho.

April 10th, 2013 2 Notes reblog
I went shopping at Forever 21 yesterday.

I hadn’t been there in a couple years. Omg, they had so much cute clothes. I didn’t even get to look at the whole store, because it’s so damn big. The dressing room was hot as fuck. It felt like they had the heater on in there. Oh & it’s such bullshit that they only let you take in six clothes at a time in there. I tried on like 15/16 things. I ended up getting three cute tops tho. ^_^

March 26th, 2013 1 Notes reblog
I like seeing this:
It makes me feel like someone actually likes the shit I post on here. Ya feel me? Lol.
March 24th, 2013 4 Notes reblog
This is my last year of being a teenager.

My birthday was Sunday, March 3rd. I am 19 years old now ._. I basically celebrated it like all weekend, lol. I got my hair cut & dyed on Friday. I went to Red Lobster & then to the casino on Saturday. Then on Sunday, I went to watch “21 And Over”. It was a pretty good birthday.

March 7th, 2013 0 Notes reblog
February 26th, 2013 5 Notes reblog
5 more days until I turn 19.

I’m getting old. I’m excited for my birthday tho. I just want to have fun & be happy. March 3rd, it’s going downnn. Lol.

February 26th, 2013 0 Notes reblog